Today I went back to Kranji Camp III to attend my first logistic course organised by the School of Logistics... so coincidently... my NS unit was at the same place as well... it is great to see all those familiar faces again back in the camp with my unifom on... but something "big" happened to the Signal Platoon... and the environment there was quite tensed... so I didnt have the chance to talk to my ex- Ops Sgt Lee Tong... but then I'll still see them for the next 3 weeks.. so there is always a chance to chat with them...
I was assigned to the course... to be honest... i'm quite afraid of the upcoming appointment that I might be taking after this course... Understand from the course module that it is to prep for S4 or MTO vocations...
I know i'm not ready for all these... knowing that I may get a higher appointment in my current unit... especially recent incident really depletes my confident level to the minimum... i dunno how to face anything now... even for the course... i know i am just crawling my way thru the course...
Zhutou know what is happening to me... she consulted me as much as she could... but still the feelings arent gone yet... guess it will take times to heal... after this blog.. there shall be no more mentioned of their names... perhaps is escaping from reality... perhaps is another way not to think about it and try my very best to get over the feelings for the next 3 weeks.. By then I should and i MUST be ready to face them...
My sch is going to start soon on 13th Jan... my time is gonna get very very tight again with assignments, projects, revisions and then exams.... have to cool down my mind now and prep for the modules... havent even bought the textbooks yet... perhaps doesnt need on the first day...
My knee... already book an appointment with the MO thru the medical centre... easier to get a referral letter to specialist.. and may waive away my consultation fees.. really got to check out for the real reasons behind my knee and not to joke around with it... especially after chatting with those senior officers who are attending the same courses as me... they warned me better get my knee checked up...
It's time to buck up dude!!~
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